Focus

You allow yourself to get distracted too easily. You jump from one point of focus to the next, never allowing yourself to fully complete what it was you were working on.

If you really want to be successful, like if this is really what you think that you want, the. You are going to have to learn to not get distracted.

Deep work, like you used to tap into when you were younger is what you need. It is the only way to truly get what you want.

Another problem your lack of focus brings is inability to know what to focus on, which causes a catch 22 situation.

You need to train your ability to focus, in order to focus on thinking of what you need to focus on. Then when you focus on those things you will be able to focus more.

The more you continue to have sporadic working sessions the longer you will have difficulty focusing. You need to identify single things you will accomplish, set a timer to do it, and do nothing else during that time.